4dp5dt

Even though I've been home the past few days I've kinda been in another world. Today I'm 4dp5dt...I caved and tested with a cheapie from the $1 store this morning....so dumb...of course it was negative. Supposedly it was supposed to be fairly sensitive but who knows.  I've been getting AF like cramping here and there. I don't really know what it means if anything. Last night I actually had cramps the woke me up (I'm not quite sure if they woke me up or I woke up and had them lol) But aside from that its been in my back. Nothing crazy though. I had a really crappy sleep last night. Every hour I kept waking up and I don't know I just felt weird. I dont know why the past 2 days I've kinda just felt down in the dumps. I guess I'm just scared/nervous. I'm scared to be optomistic and have everything crushed. Idk. I've been talking to my little sweet peas everyday and praying every night. Even dh talks to them a few times a day.  He tells them to stick stick stick!!!

Transfer Day

Sorry it's been a few days, but I was on bed rest at my Mom's house after the transfer and I didn't have my comp there and its really annoying to type this all on your phone. Sooo Monday was my transfer and all went well. They transferred 2 blasts that the doctor said were perfect and they were actually already hatching!!! So i spent the next 2 days on bedrest...afraid to sneeze. Now the terrible 2 week wait has ensued. I had a doctor appt at my RE today to get a sono and bloodwork to see how many ovaries were doing. They said the fluid went down but my ovaries are still huge. So they want me to continue drinking gaterade, v8, and taking my medicine. I have to wait to see what they say later today about my bloodwork and what the doctor said about the sono and I guess I get my next instructions from there. So as of right now I'm 3dp5dt ( 3 days past 5 day transfer) and I should be getting my beta June 4th (11 days). I knowwwww I'll crack and test before then. I'm actually thinking about testing Sunday when I'm 6dp5dt (technically I'm like a day ahead because my eggs were hatching early. I have noticed people start getting their bfp at 5dp5dt so my fingers are crossed.

5 Day Transfer

So the doctor called back and they said I'm on for a 5 day transfer on Monday. I still have 12 little eggies!!! The said 9 of them are really good. 3 of them are 5 cell, 6 are 4 cell, 1 is 3 cell, 1 is 2pn, and 1 is compact.

Another Bump?

Well the doctors office called yesterday and 13 of the eggs fertilized nomrally...which is still a great number. Most of the pain has subsided. I'm a little crampy and I still have a little spotting but I can't seem to go number 2!!! I went in for my sono and bloodwork this morning because when the doctors office called me the other day they told me because he took out so many follies, he didn't want me to get OHSS. So they gave me a new medicine, they said no water, 1 glass of V8 a day and 6 glasses of gatorade a day. So when they did my sono they told me I have fluid around my ovaries and that they are both huge and are pretty much touching.  So they have to have my RE look at the sono and see what my blood work results are because this might effect my transfer.  I've been so bummed out all morning since I found this out. It just seems like there's always another bump in the road.

21 Little Eggies

So yesterday was my egg retrieval. I was in a lot of pain yesterday when I got home, so that's why I didn't write anything. They ended up getting 21 eggs!!! Now to just pray they were mature and fertilized. I'm waiting to hear back today to find out how many fertilized and tomorrow I will find out their grading. I took today off of work to relax because I'm still in a little pain. 48 hour bed rest is going to be hard for me because I can't sit still.

One Day Away

I had to go back into the Re's office this morning to get blood work to make sure the HCG shot was done correctly and it's in my system.  My Mom's husband who's a pharmacist actually did it for me. Poor guy lol. So now I'm just one day away...20 hours and 15 min to be exact. But who's counting?? I can't believe it is finally here.  I just hope they find a lot of eggs of good quality and that they fertilize.  I'll keep you updated tomorrow!!!

TRIGGER TONIGHT!!!

I had my 4th sono and bloodwork this morning and they told me my lining looked great and i had 17 good size follicles!!! The had said they would call me and let me know if I needed one more night of meds or if I would trigger tonight. Welllll I'm triggering tonight!!!! I have to take my trigger shot at 10 P.M. tonight.  Tomorrow i have to go back into the doctors for blood work just to confirm the trigger is  in my body and the shot was done correctly and then Wednesday morning I head in to have my egg retrieval done!!! The ER is at 9 A.M but we have to be there at 8 so John can give his sample, they can get me all ready, and of course so we can pay. I can't believe it's finally here. I hope I get a lot eggs and they all look great. I'm sooooo nervous and excited all at the same time!!! Eeeekkk!!!